i must be having a good week
suicide usually crosses my mind
once
or twice a day
at least
half the time
it's rather casual
over something as simple as
one too many donuts at Casey's General Store
or it's time to do laundry
half the time
it's the real deal
the cold draft of unrelenting loneliness
the sheer discomfort of my ever-worsening back
the dead-end job
the live-wire addiction
the bills
the people
the bugs
and the pain
the bills...
the people...
the bugs...
and the pain
anyways
i haven't thought about those things
in a few days
until i realised i hadn't thought about them
and
now...
fuck!
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