ten years younger than i am today
i was slinging pizzas on the east side
of Milwaukee 
one of my guests was an older
silver haired woman 
she overheard me
singing Minnie the Moocher in the back 
while i waited for her order 
to be put in the window
when i brought the pizza to her table
she said she liked that a young man like me
knew that song 
she told me when she was young
she used to hang out at the Cotton Club
and that for a short time 
she "hung out" with Cab
"i didn't think nice girls hung out at the Cotton Club," i replied
to which she smiled
"who said i was a nice girl, honey?"
we both had a laugh
but with it
we both felt the sting of knowing
how youth passes us all by
she was young once too
smoking reefer with Cab Calloway 
and probably crawling between the sheets 
with him on more than one occasion 
but when i met her she looked like 
somebody's grandma 
somebody who crocheted 
watched The Weather Channel 
and drank a lot of tea
a decade later
i find myself 
watching The Weather Channel
and drinking a lot of tea
youth passes us all by 
and when it does 
all those wild nights
all those parties
all become just fond memories 
the Cotton Club is gone
CBGB's is gone
hell
even that fuckin' pizza place i worked at
is gone
and someday
with my own head full of silver hair
i'll probably surprise some kid by telling them
that i was young once too
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