I Want You to Haunt Me

apparitions of kisses long destroyed

still pass like chilly mists

over my lips

you rise from the gruesome remains

of the heart you shredded

covered in blood 

but as pretty

as ever

and though it was hard for me

to accept

i have

and it kills me all over again

to admit it

but

i do

it was never that i

couldn't

forget

you

it is that i

don't want to